8.21pm

At this moment in time I'm perched on my bed, the sound of Pat Flynn's voice chanting 'Something more than ink!' is drifting into my ears from my Ipod speakers and I'm trying to decide what i want to achieve in life. I mean yes I'm only young, but there is only a few more exams left & I've officially left compulsory education. It's took this long for me to realise I'm actually leaving the confines of High school, the very thing I've yearned and longed for since day one. But ironically, I feel maybe a couple more years there wouldn't be too bad, would it? Oh well, College it is, no doubt about it. But once I've finished my A-levels, what then? I feel like i want a rough idea of where I'm going in life, aspirations, goals, anything! The tiniest arrow pointing me in the direction of my future would be appreciated right now. I'm probably sounding a tad over dramatic, but i feel as if i need to decide soon what i want out of life. I don't want to end up in a dead end 9-5 job for the rest of my life, I've worked hard in my exams and i don't want it to go to waste. I wan't to do something that i will be known for, remembered for, respected for. I think i need to start figuring out just what I'm going to do with my life from now on. xo