I finally got a job, it's not exactly what i wanted to do, but it's a job nonetheless. In a few weeks time i'll get paid money that i have earnt myself, this makes me happy. Life is suprisingly good at the moment, i'm not going to dwell on certain things that have made me upset, because well, whats the point?. This summer i'm going  to go to Belgium and the Czech republic. I can't wait. Gives me something to look forward to and save up for. 2010 will be a good year, i'm going to make sure of it.

they say you never realise how much something means to you until its gone. true that.

october leaves.

People are ignorant, people are arrogant, people are scum. Well, the majority atleast. Theres a handful that are genuine, or so i hope. It may sound as if i'm being rather negative but i'm really not, just realistic. It just makes me angry when you are all oblivious when it comes to people who are genuinley bad people. Open your eyes. Is it not obvious to you that they aren't kind, they aren't nice, so why are you so convinced they are?  This city, is full to the brim of terible people, this summer, i'm getting out of here. That's not a proposition, it's a promise.

j'adore l'hiver

I need to vent.
The world does not revolve around you. It makes me laugh, you feel the need to make inside jokes about me to someone you've met twice. At first i felt upset, then it turned to anger, now it's just pity. I'm happy with who i am, so i really could not care less what your opinion on me is. I'm not arrogant, i don't think i'm better than people so just drop it it's boring now. This is my last post about this whole situation because i really cannot be bothered to waste my time. I just needed to get that out. 3 years down the drain.

your scum.

Fear